Tuesday 17 May 2011

JUST Wanna Be A PaRt OF It..... is it really so hard...to be....?

just wish to be a part of the world with music ,  JANE had being in " BLUEy BLUEy " since 1983...
 is kind of nutS... me myself always pushing my own away from stage.......
how com i was so "nutSSssss"~  

GOD give what i have art , music ,feeling,afflatus inspiration .......n i  just feel like run away form it...

is it becoz i am to deep in love with it or ? i am not really good in it.....
but....
i can stop think about all de memory that happen from de frist day i step on the stage .....  is like ...wow~~~ wah~~~ GOD~~~
a day n day past by........
walah~~~~ i am still ? nobody...no one....what eles ...?
then ? 

is it so important that who am i ? what will i be ? what i wanna be ...?
if not wrong , in my mind ...there is a song ..... is like...en ....When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be....   xD 



sounds cute har...?  


 the future's not ours to see .... so ... that's why i am  bolging here now =.=''
just that ....
i did not dare 2 wish 2 be an artis....... but at list let me be a part in de
music....
just a worker or even ae shit of de part.... i dont mind T.T
i just dont wanna weakup by with out any music in de morning,
i dont wanna fall a sleep with out any molody , redom, sound of all sprit in de world...
i dunt wanna be deaf.......  can i ......?